If your in a relationship, you could say that this would be THE BEST time of the year for you. And i would most likely be one of those people. But fortunatly for me, I have never had a valentine. Im not saying Ive never had a boyfriend, I had 4 SHORT relationships to be exact. 3 of the 4 of them ended because of distance. I met two of them when I was visiting family or friends in far away places.... and one had to move. I guess when your a teenager, you automatically see it as abandonment. Ive had terrible luck with relationships.
And again, never a valentine. So you can guess how I felt about the idea of my school selling Valentines grams. Annoyed. Depressed. Confused. All wrapped up in one. Not because I wanted one or not. Because there was no SPECIFIC person I wanted one from. Not a boyfriend who would send me one. I didn't want a secret admirer. I wanted to be with someone who understands me, who is like my other half. Maybe THEY could send me one...... I swear to god i will never settle again.
Thursday, February 11, 2010
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
battle of the sexs
I do not understand guys. I don't get why one minute there your best friend, and the next they don't talk to you for days. Or how they act and do stupid things just to get your attention. And yet they still manage to give us girls butterfly's everytime they look at us in a special way, or let us know that they care. They can be asses one second, and then be there for you when your sad and hug you like everythings going to be okay.
Everytime I see a guy, I pretty much catogorize them. Ive pretty much seen them all: 1. The Players: their the guys who are flirtaholics. 2. The Nerds: The socially awkward braniacs and misfits. 3. The Mystery's: Yep, there the guys who keep to themselves and apparently have no feelings. 4: Jocks: populars, also may fit under the player catogory. 6. The normals: yes, there the small percent of the male population that are pretty ordinary.
And then, we have one last catogory, which in my opionon is the worst of all. 7. Player Wannabe's. Yes, they exist. There the freaky little bigs, who are in no way popular, but hit on every girl they see, cheat on them, and yet still in there mind they think their popular.
P.S DO NOT CONFUSE THIS GROUP WITH: PLAYERS. You see in their head there players, but to everyone else, their the insecure little girl inside who's waiting to break out. How do I know so much about them? One had the NERVE of trying to ask me out while he has a GIRLFRIEND. I didn't know at first. But I think deep down we know that a guy/girls trouble, our emotions are just too strong they cover up the feeling. And then you feel stupid.
I should have known better too. At first I felt like guys were like a puzzle, that I thought I solved.... but then you find missing piecies.
Everytime I see a guy, I pretty much catogorize them. Ive pretty much seen them all: 1. The Players: their the guys who are flirtaholics. 2. The Nerds: The socially awkward braniacs and misfits. 3. The Mystery's: Yep, there the guys who keep to themselves and apparently have no feelings. 4: Jocks: populars, also may fit under the player catogory. 6. The normals: yes, there the small percent of the male population that are pretty ordinary.
And then, we have one last catogory, which in my opionon is the worst of all. 7. Player Wannabe's. Yes, they exist. There the freaky little bigs, who are in no way popular, but hit on every girl they see, cheat on them, and yet still in there mind they think their popular.
P.S DO NOT CONFUSE THIS GROUP WITH: PLAYERS. You see in their head there players, but to everyone else, their the insecure little girl inside who's waiting to break out. How do I know so much about them? One had the NERVE of trying to ask me out while he has a GIRLFRIEND. I didn't know at first. But I think deep down we know that a guy/girls trouble, our emotions are just too strong they cover up the feeling. And then you feel stupid.
I should have known better too. At first I felt like guys were like a puzzle, that I thought I solved.... but then you find missing piecies.
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